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The 5 letter word "Stress" overpower me when I've start to help out with a friend's company. Confidence level become zero when I start to call different companies. After being questioned by Baby, I come to realise that I totally have no idea on what is the company main objective.

Feeling useless, I choose to runaway from the situation rather than facing it. This has never been my way of life. I always face the music, however this time round I gave up within 24 hours.

Even having co-owning a salon has never been that stressful before.

I honestly respect for people who does cold calling because I can't. The mixed feelings in me were so strong that I began to hallucinate and think of rubbish. I broke down and teared infront of Baby for the first time in my life. At night, I teared again for "thinking-too-much" when he was in the bathroom for about an hour.

This morning when I tried to get back to work and pick up the phone, I hesitated. I felt guilty and remorseful when I decided not to be involved with this anymore. I wasted my friend's time. I let down on Baby because I know all these while he has been supporting me despite he knows that I knows nuts in this industry.

I am really scared, for what? I have no idea too. I don't feel happy anymore. I'm like a man without a soul now.